For the first time in a long time, I have a bit of anxiety. I make no claims to be an expert in the world I am entering. I do feel a powerful pull in this direction. Some may call it passion. Eight months ago I began a journey to understand my faith. I had all kinds of questions about God in my life. I looked at the terrible things around the world and couldn't quantify it. I began to realize, that I am not supposed to understand it. Part of the mystery of the universe is that one singular being shouldn't be able to put it in a box. At least that is what I started to feel. I made a decision to do what had the most positive effect in my life to that point. I began to focus on others. To make a long story short, bounty began to come my way in direct proportion to the commitment to help others. I don't know how many people will come to my audition next week. It could be five, it could be five hundred, I don't know what is going to happen. For those that know me, I like a semblance of control and this time is the antithesis of that. I do feel that faith and bounty will join me and lead me and all my friends and family on a wonderful path.